She promises herself
It’ll be just one more time
And then no more

but she’s made these promises
A thousand times before
She’s hidden the blade
Away from everyone else

somewhere she hopes she’ll forget herself
but the whole world knows that she’s depressed
the whole world knows her lifes a mess

What people don’t understand is the reason why
And the reason why she needs to lie
Nobody understands why she can’t be truthful
and be the person she longs to be

if somebody looked deep into her eyes
I wonder what they’d see
Would it be a fantasy life
Or would it be reality

Only she knows the answers
But she’ll never tell
The reasons why her lifes a living hell